Today has been one of those days.

This morning I woke up and it was bad, I got into a fight with my man, and it was ugly. The usually yelling and snapping back and forth. All because we were tired and had just woken up. Then I had to go to work and I have come to hate my job, realy realy hate my job. And I don't want to hate my job. I want to be able to go into work and enjoy my job. To sit and gossip with my coworkers and be thankful that I have a good paying job with nice benefits. And the thing is I can't figure out why I hate my job, I have been there a year. I didn't use to hate my job. And it makes me feel selfish that I hate a job when there are so many people who don't have good jobs. I can't wait until this weekend. I want to see my mom so bad and my grandma and my step dad, and I want to watch the muppets and act like a kid all because I can. It's the joy of Christmas. Plus by the time I got off work tonight, I hadn't eaten, or taken my medication, I felt like throwing up, my head was light, and all I wanted to do was cry because the day was so shitty. And now I am eating potatoe chips and pizza which is so not healthy, but it tastes so good.... Anyways I'm sure I will write more later, and I think tonight I will definetly be venting to my diary, because somethings just don't need to be spread all over the internet.

Blue October

Blue October has been added to my list of favorite bands, so they can join the ranks of The Cranberries, The Doors, Type O Negative, Mad Season, and the list just goes on and on. I''m sure everyone has heard the single Hate Me on the radio which is was drew me to investigate the band further, and now I am in love. So check out their profile on VH1. Wow it's a good thing I don't write band reviews for a living. I would definetly have to step it up a bit.

Blue October